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Blogging..The Good The Bad And The Ugly..

2008-01-14T11:56:00.000+05:30

Muje ek topic ki thalash tha... nd last night i had peeped into a shw on NDTV... the hot topic on discussion was "BLOGGIN"... nd thought f writin somthin abt it...

So wat is dis bloggin all about.. For some people its more like a personal diary.. A public place where you can express yourself.. And somtimes the easiest path to become famous.. A way to communicate with people world wide... The famous blogs are mostly not personal ones...but on politics..current affairs..movies..sex.. etc..

Like any other famous trends "blogs" also hav made der stories in news papers nd magazines..

And reading all those.. purani khayalom vale hamare "elders" would say.."emmm..bloggin.. ajkal ki bachom bhi na..,it would be good if controlled and kids need to stick to good topics.."

wow..wow.. should blogs need to be censored!!!! By de way wat d you mean by de word 'good topics' ?? I would say its all about one's choice... u choose topics you like to write.. spill out anything nd everything you want... And if you dont want to read... dont read... if you want to comment... g for it... its upto your will... And the best thing about blogging is that you dont need anybody's consent... nor have to wait for a publisher...

'm not a regular blogger... nor hav so much readers... bt i lik t be into dis...

Cheers to all bloggers :)

For the time being 'm BAD...

2008-01-10T14:46:00.000+05:30

Now its going to be 6 months by de end f Jan, i've been in an idle state... nd having no way to kill my time..but only letting myself go to hell.. Its only some movies that helped.. I got to see some wonderful films by this time.. "Downloadin nd Watchin" pichele kuch mahinom se yehi rehi meri sindhagi.. "frustrated yet smiling".. nd nw its gettin worse.. i'm deadly.. ab movie dekhne keliye bhi mood nehi reha.. I donno why 'm writin this post.. may b t let u knw dat for de tim being 'm BAD.. really bad..

"Wat are you doin these days??"

"Any news frm ur company??"

"Why dont u join a course??"

"Be optimistic.."

"Dont get wrried it 'll b ovr once u get ur doj."

"HELP !!!!!!!!"

Abraham Silberschatz nd Me...

2007-11-09T11:06:00.000+05:30

For the kind information of non-IT students... Silberschatz is the author of a text book on Operating System. In my four years of study in the Engg skool, i have bought only 3 texts... And among those three.. this Silberschatz vala text is the one i loved the most.. i've 2 reasons for that.. one is; its of perfect size.. (thickness..of 1 1/2 ") jus a correct piece on which i can rest my head.. the second reason and the prime thing is that, i've studied this book twice...

Woh kya hai ki... pehli bar university walom ne kuch esa question paper diya tha ki mein 30 min's mein xam finish kiya.. so i was enforced to write an improvement... the so called SUPPLEMENTARY..

Hamare is rishthe ko mein kya naam dhu.. mein ne ek puree raath uske saath beethe tha.. never boring with him.. the more i knew him.. the more i was falling for him.. ehemmm... sorry.. falling on him.. with my eyes closed(Zzzzzzz...) and woke up only when i heard my roomee shouting.."tum ne kal light off nehi kiya kya.."

This paper was in our 5th semester.. and in s6, when i was attending the interview of tata elxsi..

I was asked about my favorite subject.. and i said 'Data Structures' ... He asked for ma second fav... nw i said.. 'C.. C++...' the man wanted to hear OS from me... He asked me..."wat about OS??" Ohh no... not OS!! He asked me some questions on memory management.. CPU scheduling and all.. i could manage them... but when he started asking about LINUX,UNIX and all.. meri bolthi banth hogayi thi.. Now, even after studying it for the second time.. i dont have the guts to list it with my fav subjects..

But i simply love Silbeschatz.. ;)

Dear God...

2007-11-09T08:14:00.000+05:30

Dear God, sometimes

The whole day wrong..

I don’t know why

I do things wrong..

I ‘m sorry God

For days like these

And hope you’ll forgive me..

Please…

And grant me God

A chance I pray

To do my best

Another day..

-------- got to learn this prayer in my 2nd or 3rd standard.. had pasted it to mind forever...

April Fool !!!

2007-11-08T02:21:00.000+05:30

It was April 1st….. During the 5 min gap got after a very boring 1 hr lecture, I was walking through the corridor... Some friends of mine from polymer came to me… And they asked if I could do a favor for dem…. Dey wanted me to help them fool a teacher (male) of their dept… “Oh guys… I hav already got a gud impression in this cllge… don’t make it worse ” said I ...

But they were not leaving me…. “He wont ever get to know that its u… we ‘ll dial his no… you have to say some dialogues … bas kaam hatham…. Jus 1 min ki bath hai… please di…….”
After all its jus for fun….. I agreed “Ok… kya bolna hai…”
They wanted me to pretend as a girl loving him.. that teacher….
The guys were standing beside me…… they dialed the no… and gave the cell to me….

Sir: hello…….
Me: hello… is this xyz sir…..
Sir: yes….
Me: Sir I’m a student of urs… Are you coming to college today…..
Sir: No, I’ve taken leave today….why??
Me: I wanted to tell you something…. Emm….emmm…I love you…
Sir: (mute…)
Before I heard anything from the other side… I ended the the call….

“Now its over.. don’t ever let him know that it was me… ” I said to them…
“Thanks di“

So I got into my class …my teacher was already in the class for the next hour…
Not before 10 mins was over…the guys appeared infront of my class..
One of them asked the teacher…”sir… manju … ”
I went out of the class….. “Now what???”
“Di… the sir is calling back….. just one more time… ”
“No no… what ‘ll I say….”
The cell was ringing…. That was him... xyz sir….They handed me the phone…..

Me: Why did you call me…. I was in the class…(actually I forgot that I was talking to a teacher..)
Sir: ok… I’m coming to college this afternoon…. Shall we meet…

Baapre….. ab kya….

The guys signed me to tell him to come behind the library.
Me: behind the library……
Sir: k..
Me: hmm

De conversation was over…
The boys looked so satisfied…..
That afternoon…. I didn’t even look to the side of library...hehe..And I didn’t know if sir was there or.. what happened….Days passed by… whenever I see that teacher passing by me… I think about that call….(ennalum sir kollamallo….)

I think he doesn’t still know that it was me… I believe so….
May be the sir should be thinking the same way… (ennalum aa pennu kollamallo…)
:)

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Saving your Ransom..

2007-11-04T20:02:00.000+05:30

Most of you guys may have started earning some bugs of your own.. or you 'll be, in a couple of yrs... Somebody 've said that the best way to double your money is to fold it over once and put it in your pocket.. in short, not to spend. But for most of us, the smarter way to live is to spend.. to meet our lifestyle. Well there is a third option, Invesments. At once you get into a job,a lot of people, the so called agents of different labels 'll be approaching you.. mein Insurance agents ki bath kar rehi hoo.. It 'll be wise to take 'one', seeing into its benifits.. after all it exempts you from tax to some extend. Here you'll have to make your termly payment as per the scheme, and you get the whole amount refunded, once it get matured. Another way of investing your money, (if you have some really gud amount..) is on Land and Property. Something very reasonable. You guys may be knowing how the the value of properties is increasing, particularly in cities, despite of all the pollution threats. Now the most popular, yet risky one, is putting you money on Share Business. If you are not good at it, i advise you not to, coz you could end up losing money.. But if you are good in picking up the right shares, you 'll make huge gains. Its like risk it all to win it all...

After all these... money is not everything... it is to be spend... and save something so that you'll not be upset in your future...

--------- somebody wanted me to write such a post... something i was not really intrested to... neways its for you man... nd i've not used " Ctrl+ C nd Ctrl+ V " hehe.... "Not in my Blog....Never"

Luv Guru...

2007-10-30T00:20:00.000+05:30

Campus is where we find loads f friends.... where we learn a lot.... (lil from the classroom lectures nd a lot from outside the classrooms....) moreover its the meadow for love and lust... Hehe.... Crushes start sprouting among freshers from the very next day they are into college.... most of them are lusts... just desire... And some are loves, deep affection for someone... In the case of boys; its the guy's friends who are gonna know about it in its very initial state...(in most of the case...) Some boys would go straight to the gal nd reveal what he feels for her... And there are some who just keep it within,not letting any one know about it...When it comes to girls;well... never expect them to disclose anything...

Hmm.... Some love stories have very 'short' life span... I would say "friends.. dont encourage them...." But if it has the scope to survive... it 'll be good if you help your friend in the job"Ladki ko phatana"... Actually some guys do need help... And in some cases it just happens... when the affection is mutual... usually as an extention of a real good freindship... or sometimes just like that... ho jathi hai... But to work out the other one, that is when it is not mutual, the so called "one ways"... you guys better replace your heart with your brain...

Ladkiyom ko phatana mushkil hai.... waise, utha mushkil bhi nehi.... agar dhimak se kaam liya tho... Kyunki, aag-kal ki ladkiyam,dimak se zyada aur dil se kum kam karthi hai.... But gudluck for you guys, jithni woh dikathi hai uthni kum hai.... you get it... hehe...

But when you go for it, first make sure its worth working for... ie; 'll be some what like made for each other... with same background and all... otherwise be strong enuf to takecare of the risks.. :)

Dont try this...ever..

2007-10-27T00:27:00.000+05:30

Hmm... in our gang na, i belived myself to be de champion in the ring...hehe...Well literally there were some "body masses" who would beat me in weight but not in a fight...actually...they were not into wrestling(my goodness....)
Now dont... open your mouth wide nd say..."Ohhhh no... wrestling in LH!!!! "
We just rocked in our hostel.... we had real "smack down's"
Now what 'm going to tell is not about our smack down 's, anyway....

It was in my third year..... one day, at around 7.00 pm... Mein ne meri ek friend (light weight product) ko utaya... Then for fun i was trying to lift all of them.... even the previously mentioned "body masses" ... hehe... and i could...
Then there came our senior..."Miss xyz"...

[ok i'll give you a lil description about her... She was very simple... even being a senior,she was always into our rooms... used to chat with us... And i used to call her by her name,without the suffix "chechy", to agitate her,and she would say "ninne pinne pokkikkolam...",And one day she ran after me for dat.... and i had locked myselves in my room... to save my life... Actually she had some extra pounds...not some... loads of....and her one punch 'll be enough to finish me.....]

So come back to my weight lifting competition... As miss xyz entered our room... one of my friend said.."dhairyam undel chechiye onnu pokke....
"hehe..simple.." said i ( but i knew it was not as simple as that... )
xyz chechi said...."ente mole pattunna pani vallom cheytha pore..."
oohhh ini enthayalum nokkitte ullu...
In my first attempt to lift her she was not even moving....
but it was not the end... i tried once more... and u know my dear people... xyz chechy's feet was one inch above the floor..."Yuhoooo.... i made it.....yes...."
i streched out my arms in the air...."entammo"
Ouch... whats that... lil pain on my spine... emmm.... its really paining... i got on my bed... it was not getting any better... my friends were all laughing... Coz when they got into my room, i was doing some extra'ordinary steps of yoga... (Well, some reason was there... they had scared me by saying something... ) Feeling sympathy for me,my roomeee came over and massaged my back... and she said... 'kunju...Dont try this...ever... '

:)

All that I really know about relations...

2007-10-24T01:22:00.000+05:30

God gave us relatives nd he left it t us to choose our friends... Once we are out into the wide world, we get to meet many ... At school the one with whom you play around,share your chocolates.. nd all, get to be known as your friend... And when it is into college, relationships get more broadly classified... "hi-bye friends" ,"gang of friends", Well there is a trend set of "bro-sis" relationship too... nd ofcourse the most popular one.. "best friend(s)" ...

Hi-bye friends--- Hmm.. we see dem at times, say a hi.. nd leave dem saying a bye... they mean nothing t us...

Gang of friends--- Ohhh.. De freaks with whom you can have all the fun with... You feel like 'rocking' with them... But still, they are not everything to you.... dont tell me that they 'll be there, when you are in deep shit... Somtimes they wont even get t know about it...

Bro-Sis relationship--- wow wow... what to say about it.... Somtimes its lik dis; a guy proposes a gal... and she would say "u r lik a brother to me.." (kyu, ho gaya na neyi shuruvaath..hehe)

The reverse also happens... that s; they 'll be bro-sis in the start and end up with a love story... So why do they spoil the distinction of that relation.... emmm..But there are some.. the so called "bro-sis" those who really mean to be so.... and care for each other....

Best friend(s) ---- well you'll be having one ... So what is this best friend like... Is that someone with whom you dont get bored... a person t whom you share all your secrets... a person to whom you tell all your troubles.... a person you never wanna lose...

Well i would say; its someone to whom u dont need to talk often,but still they are bonded each other... someone to whom u never need to share your secrets, coz they already knows it...

Dat someone, who 'll see that you are in trouble, with out hearing a word from you... You 'll never have to explain your actions to them,coz they truely knows you... You 'll never have the fear of losing dat someone...

So that is all about the relations u've choosen... All of these has got an expiry date...

I belive in keeping myself away from complicated relationships nd commitments... dat is somthing solely related to me.. And there are some 'relationships' that you never has to choose, it just happens in your life... Everybody whom i've chosen in my life 'll get expired one day... but those whom god have chosen for me 'll remain...

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Some stupid thoughts from the back of my mind...

2007-10-23T03:00:00.000+05:30

As the title says,it is truly a crap....

hmmm.. I have heard of 'heat transfer', 'image tranfer', 'DNA transfer' and 'account tranfer',but whats it... the ' mind transfer' !! I accidently got to see this word in some site... And was curious to knw about it...

Mind transfer refers to the hypothetical transfer of a human mind to an artificial substrate.And in the case where the mind is transferred into a computer, the subject would become a form of Artificial Intellegence... blah blah blah.... I dont want to know more about its theoretical explanation.(that an IT student may seek)

Ma goshh!!! So it says that my soul... consciousness... could be transfered to some solid.. just like that.And 'll it be, the so called "Artificial Me", having the emotions... love ,pain,sympathy... anything like that...No..no... how will it hav those feelings,for that to happen, it should 've neurons to carry impulses and produce adrenalin...acetylcholine...all that are homones that control our emotions(i love zoology....why do you live, if you dont knw what your body has and does, in every second you live...) I dont think the IT brains can do it in near future... The robots, homosapiens have made so far, are just some automated machines.

So whatever it is the "artificial me" will be just a set of possible problems and its solutions,nothing more than that, i guess so...something without a soul...

thanks for reading the crap... :)

When you say nothing at all...

2007-10-22T02:56:00.000+05:30

Bryan Adams' --- "When you say nothing at all"

Its a superb song.... I jus love it....

Its simply the best...

These words are like cupid's dart....its worth dying for....

When you say nothing at all

Its amazing how you can speak right to my heart

Without saying a word,you can light up the dark

Try as I may I can never explain

When I hear when you dont say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me

There's a truth in your eyes saying you 'll never leave me

The touch of your hand says you 'll catch me wherever I fall...

You say it best when you say nothing at all...

All day long I can hear people talking out loud

But when you hold me near,you drown out the crowd

Try as they may they could never define

What is been said between your heart and mine

You say it best when you say nothing at all...

The smile on your face

The truth in your eyes

The touch of your hand

Lets me know that you need me...

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Now let me know your taste....your "much loved" Song....

Being Inside out..

2007-10-21T01:34:00.000+05:30

What is it to be " from inside out"????

what some Genius would say:

"Be" yourself,know what you value most,know what makes you unique.Now "do" things based on what you are being,things you do best,things that touch others,things for which you are passionate about.Then you'll "have" a life,rather than a lifestyle..

A life oriented on whats important to you,life spent with those who matter most to you..

Then you are on the way to "Successful Living".

what Holy Bible says:

"So now i'm giving you a new commandment: Love each other.Just as i have loved you,you should love each other" (john 13:34)

what I would say:(Genius may have limitations,but stupidity is not thus handicapped..)

If you want to be living a kool life, find things that drain you, people who bug you..And get rid off all those cutlers.Whether thats a person or whatever.. cut it off from your life.

Live life to the fullest,but should never do anything that one cannot talk about after dinner..

Be pure and simple, dats how you can make your living more attractive.